Sitting here in front of the computer at office in Alanya centrum. Was supposed to go and to the pick up for our rafting excursion. But the car should have been here 20 minutes ago. Tried to call, but without any answer, so I'll guess I just have to stay here and wait. Today it's only three days left of my time here in Alanya, as a guide. At least for this season =) But also it' my last real workingday, today I only have this pick up then office and shopping tour on my rota. A quite nice ending of my season! When I think about it, like this it feels a little bit sad. Cuz even if it feels good to go come for a while, it also feels a litte strange. I've been away 4 months since last time a was home for a visit. Totally 6 months away, from my "normal" life in Sweden, from my old friends. It's quite long time anyway. and I also know that a lot of things have been changed since the last time I saw eveybody. But as a wroted, in the same time as it feels good to come home, ıt also feels sad to leave. Cuz now I've got so many new friends (not that I've forgot my oldies <3)I also got a lot of new experiences and memories. I've grown so much as a person, and learned so much about my self, which I didn't know before I came here. I must say this have been the best lesson ever, and of course my first and also my very best season!! It will be a hard goodbye and also with a lot of feelings, which I will leave Turkey, Alanya. But I think I will survive this also, because I know that I' ve had a great time and that I will stay in touch with all of this lovely guides! Now its time for pıck up!! Take care!